Mo Da ron

I'm done for.

Goshdarnit

I wish i could swear sometimes, because no other set of english word carries the same emotions of frustration, anger... But I think I don't like to use it because I don't like the sound of me saying it or the thought of me saying...

When i was much younger..when i used to read the dictionary, i knew i needed i set of words i could use in place of F*** and so on and so forth. So i found out hat Dang, Darn, Frigging..where pretty much tamer, and since then..you would most likely hear me say, 'gosh!' 'What the heck' or 'what the crack' 'Dang!' 'Don't take the frigging...' thinks like that. quite mild and not quite as offensive as well, F***, S***, B**** e.t.c



Anyways I believe as with most things, it has its purpose! and i so badly needed to use them these past days *sigh*

what the crack!

I don't feel 'alive'

What is this life anyway.

I'm just so stressed, i thought i knew the reasons but i can't seem to place it

and it seems I be taking it on everyone else. naaah..not likely

they are just asses and deserve my backlash.

Limbo!

If you aren't catholic, or you just saw or heard this word for the first time, you'd probably think its a South American form of dance, one where you would 'ben-low' on the sands of a crystal blue beach. pretty picture eh. you would be right but I wish that's what I was talking about. *sigh*

Limbo is hell...on the edge they say. but it could be worse than the supposedly 'worst' thing. I was on the bus going to school (seems like i do a lot thinking on the bus these days) but limbo just popped into my head, I don't want to be in limbo I thought quite strongly. I love to know where I stand with people.

I don't like people that confuse me, those are people who are opaque and I cant really discern. People tend to drain me, but i know i have the right person when i get sparks of energy, even if they drain me after a while. But for folk who are opaque, they give me such a hard time.

I don't have time for time-wasters really.lol, like a South African song says, its either ngedwathanda or ngedwayeka, you either 'love' me or you leave me alone...no limbo.
Everything or Nothing.
Thank you.

Signed: MGNT.

haaaaaaaaaa

oh my word! I havent even gotten off the back of that rant,
and i already have another!

People who say 'i just wanted to say hi'
after rolls of conversation that have you frustrated..
KMT!