Goodbye

You see, July is one of the months i really like, but that didn't stop it from hurting me.
Bad decisions, one after the other.
Within and out of my control.
Didn't stop it from hurting me.

I'm glad its over. Time to make some things right..atleast.

Doesnt it hurt???

I mean like, what's in the bag, air?
how can you carry it like this without hurting???
someone school me please.

Never good enough

All i wanted was to help. I've managed to turn into a nervous wreck.

Another Day, Another case of the Runs

*GROAN!*

Wharraday

Massive day, Massive headache, Massive egos..i'm beyond spent! The only thing im capable of doing now, is eat, sleep and rant some gibberish. My headache well....take drugs or just sleep on it

Spent too many unintended hours doing project work, wanted to shed buckets at one point because i was tired of hearing people speak. I really just wanted to yell 'keep quiet please!!' but my head kept on pounding....

After that, after Four hours!! i managed to get to the Design Symposium, just in time for the Key-Note, glad i made that, sad i missed lunch

When it was over, hung out with a couple of coursemates over drinks and strawberry dipped in cream, nice..but i dont trust oyinbo food u see.

My head still pounding, i tell them i cant wait for the degree exhibition...so i walk away with stolen popcorn...in my bag. Well...not exactly illegal but i crashed the exhibition, it wasn't declared open yet, but hey i couldnt wait.and i didnt know. The only sad thing was the popcorn was salted. blaargh!

Anyways i came away with lessons and as i reflect they keep adding up.

One, check the weather before going out....i swear this is driving me crazy, cos its been as hot as hell today.

Two, Always carry food in your bag..........i suffered mild insanity due to lack of food, and nowhere to buy em

Three, Learn to network better.........the only way people knew i was there was cause i was the only 'Black' person.

Four, Everything the keynote speaker spoke about.......plus she mentioned Nigeria, a plus in my books!

She's the kind of person i'd like to be when i grow up

Then on my way home i encounter Mr-Blast-from-the-past, saying stuff like 'i've not heard from you since'

I dont understand how someone who has your number can say stuff like that. I don't go around telling people 'i havent heard from you'..when i know fully well, if i wanted to hear from em, i would call.... amazing! You don't hear from people because you don't wanna, don't fake anything jo.

Anyways South Africa is about to play #worldcup 

they better win, while i tuck in to enjoy the game with my popcorn.:(

My 160th

Did i mention before that i love round figures and even numbers?? Did i also mention i hurt my neck last week? ok. i haven't written any post since the day I went to sleep and woke up with the sun streaming through my window and a song in my heart, with a firm belief that the day was gonna be great!

Well, the day was great.....if you are a sadistic pessimistic character who loves to see pretty gals like me get hurt! >_<  //kidding on the pretty part// lol. I swear, the only stressful thing i did that morning was run for the bus. But as soon as i got into my school building, my neck just snapped. I guess its an accumulation of decades of bad posture, but it should have given a warning! it could be something worse...but hey i'm not the sadistic....

My day was pretty ruined at that point, cos while fighting the urge to turn left, had to get on the bus, find a hospital and get well! i was given a bunch of heavy duty pain killers and told it was just a muscle pull in my neck...it felt like a bone had snapped and was poking me, while a trailer ran over my neck..kai! it wasnt funny.

The following days didnt hold much promise either, I was pretty much knocked out by the pills every other day and could hardly get any work done. Still cant. I'm awake at 3:44, a lot on my mind and I don't know where to dump them.. I can't even write any list.

Between my growing obsession for dreadlocked guys, >see pic below>

and research proposal deadline looming, I've got a mighty lot on me head >_< and I'm thinking to give Him a chance, oh blurdy!

I'm just hoping to have a great start to this week, (What with me still up at 4am!!)  maybe check out Swan lake, Watch Alice in Wonderland, Eat at the swanky new Asian (Chinese + Malay +Taiwanese+ everything Asian) restuarant. Yeah.... ^_^