Die welle

Why are you still single they ask..

Because the internet won't allow me.
That and the fact that I am extremely slow to react in relationships.
I'm always stuck in this apathetic/sarcastic/witty/lazy/frivolous mood that makes it hard for people to gauge whether I'm serious or not, so they usually give up on me.
Nobody has been able to figure out my paradoxical nature yet.
If you can tolerate me for more than a few months I'll give you free brownies, and a place to sleep beside me at night

.

yeh kinda bored

Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test...

NBPC - The Daydreamer

Nature, Background, Big Picture, and Color

You perceive the world with particular attention to nature.  You focus on the hidden treasures of life (the background) and how that fits into the larger picture.  You are also particularly drawn towards the colors around you.  Because of the value you place on nature, you tend to find comfort in more subdued settings and find energy in solitude.  You like to ponder ideas and imagine the many possibilities of your life without worrying about the details or specifics.  You are in tune with all that is around you and understand your life as part of a larger whole.  You are a down-to-earth person who enjoys going with the flow.

Goodbye

You see, July is one of the months i really like, but that didn't stop it from hurting me.
Bad decisions, one after the other.
Within and out of my control.
Didn't stop it from hurting me.

I'm glad its over. Time to make some things right..atleast.

I Write Like..

So I analyzed one of the text I wrote ages ago and it turns out!

I write like
Stephen King

I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

LOL! Hahaha..analyzed two other seperate text and found out i write like James Fenimore Cooper and Lewis Carroll. The only conclusion I can draw is that I'm versatile and I write like a guy!

Doesnt it hurt???

I mean like, what's in the bag, air?
how can you carry it like this without hurting???
someone school me please.

Look what i found!

So I got to this blog http://thejerutofrosaluxemburgo.blogspot.com/  through a website i frequent
Yep! it has inspired me,

maybe I can effectively unwind doing this.
I will dedicate this weekend to pure decadence.
....not really, I just like the word

De-stressing

When I'm de-stressing my mind goes blank, blank, blank.
I don't care about anything or anyone not even myself,
i just want it blank.
Sometimes i mindlessly shop, sometimes i mindlessly eat too
but you know, you could never ignore the taste of a Magnum.
but yeah, blank, blank, blank.

I do feel like alcohol.

what the crack!

I don't feel 'alive'

What is this life anyway.

I'm just so stressed, i thought i knew the reasons but i can't seem to place it

and it seems I be taking it on everyone else. naaah..not likely

they are just asses and deserve my backlash.

eh eh What? what?

What is this, I remember tweeting about 'wondering where i was going to find ENTP from'
Fallen into my laps now,
I'm excited, intrigued but the question at this point now is What is this?, Is it worth it?

:-.-:

Far Apart

So I'm observing something. I'm in this house. I'm in the sitting room, on my laptop, listening to Janelle Monae with earphones.The man of the house is chatting away in Yoruba on his cell phone, the lady is on the house phone chatting away in Britico-English, The son is watching Telly and now on to Facebook

Together but so Far apart.

...the unknown

I pack my case. I check my face.
I look a little bit older.
I stop my pace. I check my heart

It feels a little bit harder.

With one deep breath, and one big step, I move a little bit closer.
I move a little bit closer.
For reasons unknown.

Never good enough

All i wanted was to help. I've managed to turn into a nervous wreck.

The Silly

So someone, on hearing my age, exclaimed 'You are old oo' in terms of marriage. I could only laugh at the point. This is what i've done, brought silly into my life.


But the thing is, If you don't know silly people, you will know people who know silly people, and one day or the other, their silly shows up in your face...Sad thing about this world.


On the other hand, having friends who care, and can cook wellu wellu ...mehn my tummy was filled with food and laughter, yesterday was a good day. 


The funny thing is in silliness, the silly asked me to cancel this dinner, aah..too silly! ^_^

Friendship by Proxy

I can't stand it, I don't do it.
If we cannot become friends by ourselves then I'm not into it.

I used to wonder why I'm hardly interested in the friends of my friends
Even my close friend who is married, I hardly ask after his wife!
But then finally reflected on the fact that friendship to me would never ever be had in this way,
no,
thank you very much.

I can feel it calling in the air tonight.....

I live for the drum sequence in this song, Epic!
i should revive my music blog...its about time.
oooh ok, back to werk!

What are you afraid of?

Human Behavior scares me the most. Wanton cruelty and wickedness - I don't think there's anything scarier than that on the planet.

-Jeremy Dyson

Yeah, me too.

The Magicians

A bird from no where, flowers from behind your ears, rabbits in a hat, things that werent there, now appear.
Sleight of hand you say, maybe, maybe not. But the Magician gets things to come.
Do you know any? I know some.
They thrive on the principle, if they want something it comes to them, who am I to fault this?
as long as I am not the 'thing' they want.
when I become the 'object' they lose their magic. I will not come.

If you want something, go, do and try to get it, forget magic.

Oh My, This Is Awkward

So, this week has been a mix of what not and things you really don't wanna know. Living without internet in my house, blessing or curse, i really can't decide.

But what do you when when you are walking with a guy you just met at 1am, and you walk past a store with a nicely made up bed in the show window, then you say something like 'Aah this is the bed of fantasies' and he says
'Oh what do you fantasize about, tell me..i fantasize about handcuffs and being blindfolded'  O.O *Crickets* O.O
 then you say 'I only fantasize about sleeping and having happy dreams'  because you know..you've been having visions and nightmares lately. then he says 'Ooh ok, our fantasies are different'  *__*

The world would be a better place...

If people just stopped trying to touch my hair,
c'mon now! >_<