Just Stuff

I always want to update, but theres just too much i have to post, thats why i like this tag question thingys, gives me time to think and you, something to read. .:P


1. How old will you be in five years? 27

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today ? err...lol

3. How tall are you? 5'6ish

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? Finishing something i started and starting something beautiful :)

5. What’s the last movie you saw? 7 Pounds

6. Who was the last person you called? Manish

7. Who was the last person to call you? Manish

8. What was the last text message you received? some lament from a hapless stalker

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? huh

10. Do you prefer to call or text? Depends. Text, usually.

11. Have you ever had drink come out your nose? Yeah!! lol, chokingly!

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Married.

13. When is the last time you saw your mum? Early this month

14. What color are your eyes? Brown

15. What time did you wake up today? 8.30

16. What are you wearing right now? Still in sleep clothes, purple, pink polka dots
17. What is your favorite christmas song? Joy to the World

18. Where is your favorite place to be? In my head

19. Where is your least favorite place to be? Within 30 feet of a Bore

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere? New Zealand
21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years? A Foreign Country
22. Do you tan or burn? I try to avoid being in the sun for long periods of time.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? Freddy Krueger and Chucky.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh? Some dude trying to chat with big grammar..lolol.heck! im still laughing!!
25. How many TVs do you have in your house? 3

26. How big is your bed? Double

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? Desktop and Laptop
28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With clothes.

29. What color are your sheets? Blue and Silver

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? i dont really like pillows...

31. What is your favourite season? Dry and Windy

32. What do you like about autumn? huh

33. What do you like about winter? harmattan?
34. What do you like about summer? its almost always summer here

35. What do you like about spring? huh, we dont have spring.lol

36. How many countries have you lived in? just one
37. What cities/towns have you lived in? Abuja, Lagos
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Bare Feet

39. Are you a social person? Yes, I try to be.

40. What was the last thing you ate? Fox's Cream Biscuit

41. What is your favourite restaurant? none

42. What is your favourite ice cream? Haagan Daz, Cookies and cream

43. What is your favourite dessert? hmm..Tough question

44. What is your favourite kind of soup? Ogbono

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? I never have PB & J sandwiches, I find them repulsive.

46. Do you like Chinese food? Yuck!.

47. Do you like coffee/tea? Both.

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? maybe five..

49. What do you drink in the morning? Water

50. To be Continued!!

Storms Within

I'm getting more pissed with every passing heartbeat. Yet, one can only wonder, isn't every passing heartbeat another step towards death? Are we not in this world, only so we can die? Is the only reason of living, dying? What purpose do we have, to get up every morning, to a scarred body, work, and do it all over again? Are nothing but toys to a supposed god, moving around and doing everything he "commands"? Does this not mean that suicide is the easiest way out? People say that you shouldn't kill yourself because it's easy, well, isn't anyone who's ever cheated on anything taking the easy way out? So they really can't be saying nothing and still not be involved with hypocrisy. Do we live in a world of liars and hypocrites? Or do they just keep us alive for their own well-being, if they really loved you, they'd let you go to a place where you'd be in peace. This is were hatred comes from, too many people thinking about themselves and not letting others go, making them live a life they don't want to live anymore. Or maybe, the suicidal people are the selfish ones, only thinking about themselves and trying to escape to a better place. That, my friend, is what I want to know.

-----Ida Mehrnoush


I posted this note on my facebook page a few days ago. Only yesterday I saw a memorial page of a friend of some people I know. I looked at his pictures, he was what people would term a "fine" boy, then I decided to look through the wall posts to understand what happened.

I was shocked.

He had committed suicide, took a gun and shot himself.

One of the first thoughts that came to me was, in Nigeria????? I was seriously pained, I didn't know this guy, but my heart felt sore. He didn't seem like a dark person, alone..he seemed like so much fun, goofy and intelligent..someone I would have liked. Still, he must have been going through so much pain, so much anguish...to contemplate and actually commit suicide. Some of his friends said he had seemed normal sometime before the incident.

From what I read, he left a note which talked about a lecturer in school, who maybe had been holding him back from graduating, he had been in university for 8yrs already, for a 4yr course. I wondered if that was pain enough, maybe some people are just stronger than others..

I'm still so pained, but its made me want to be a better person with my friends and family. Though no other person can truly walk in another's shoes, we can hold them, love them and make the journey worthwhile, so that the storm within can gently give way to a soothing calm.

Amala Romance

Okey, I'm eating Amala and I felt like blogging about romance,

figures eh..

I hate to admit that I am a romantic, and I constantly find myself getting jealous of couples who I think met in a very romantic weird way, the weirder, the more romantic..

ah well. I wish I could be twice,..no maybe thrice..frice, fivrice. ..to experience different romantic situations where I meet THE ONE, I think thats what I find appealing about buddhism, and all those religions that talk about reincarnation, but then you'd ask yourself, what if you are reincarnated as a worm?, good heavens!!

I am NOT Superstitious

But. . .

i read a bit too much into numbers, For me, i like to see myself as an EVEN person, most of the numbers associated with me, 99% of them are even numbers, even when i add, multiply the numbers, they still end up EVEN. my birth month, birth year, birth day, serial numbers, admission numbers, matriculation,position in the family. . e.t.c,

So i am sure you will understand when i tell you my apprehension in years which end with odd numbers, those years, i gotta say dont have a lot of good memories o, 2009 now, hmm, i really want to get over this feeling, but i cant shake that this year has a heavy cloud of dark even with all the optimistic positivic rays of hope that i see shining.

2009. . . .Weird things have already begun happening, this year Febuary and March are completly aligned and we have Friday the 13th occuring consecutively, then later in November, making a total of three. . .ODD, ODD, ODD.

2009. . hmm, im just trying to watch this things, and refuse to read meanings into the whole thing, ah well, i still dont like ODD numbers anyhow, except the number 5!