Someday

I would really love to sing for some people,
this will be the song
Perfect.


You were so blind to let me go
You had it all but did not know
No one you'll find will ever be
Closer to all your dreams than me
Believing the grass would be greener
You told yourself "I just don't need her now"
But I know you'll soon discover
You're never satisfied with any other

Chorus:
Someday Oo Someday
One you gave away will be the only one you're wishing for
Someday hey hey
Boy you're gonna pay 'cause baby I'm the one who's keeping score

You'll change your mind and call my name
Soon as you find they're all the same
And when you find yourself alone
Don't come back crying
You should have known
Believe me I'm not pretending
It's not hard to predict
This ending now
'Cause I know you'll soon discover
You're needing me in spite of all the others

Chorus x2

Maybe now you just can't conceive
That there'll ever come a time when you're cold and lonely
Baby, how could you ever believe
That another could replace me
The one and only
But when your down
In your time of need
And you're thinking that you 
Might be coming back to own me
Just think again 'cause
I won't need your love anymore!

Chorus 

Somedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay









Thank You Mariah! :D

Heart Versus Head

I am definitely more likely to follow my heart than my head. But I have learnt that to survive in this world you need to have a good balance of both. Your heart where feelings lie, should be in tune with your head, which deals with logic and reason.

At the very stage I am at now. I have drawn a lot from my heart and thankfully reason has been there to guide my decisions.



I have finally said, Yes.

Three Songs I Never Get Sick of

I love so many songs and I never get tired of lots of them but I was asked to mention just three. :)

Can't Breathe by Leona Lewis

Any time you need a friend by Mariah Carey

Cherish by Madonna

Some People

Click on the picture

AWESOME!!

Some_People_by_MumblingIdiot (Deviantart)

Real Love

LOL!

Happy.

Leona Lewis - Happy


Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can’t let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by
http://www.elyricsworld.com/happy_lyrics_leona_lewis.html

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So any turns that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim 
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

You Should Watch This pt1.

Wake Up!

I stumbled...

I just stumbled on a story i was trying to write four years ago. lol


My Experiment with Truth


I’ve always loved to watch. Yeah I loved to just sit back and watch people, trying to understand their reasons. I wasn’t a shy kid but my deliberate quietness gave the feeling to some people that I was timid and a certain percentage thought I bordered on being insane. 

Oh yes I was a watcher; my primary 4 school teacher aptly described me when complaining to my mum one dreary day. I remember her and my mum outside the class while i was sitted at my desk, it had rained an hour ago, my mum was looking cold. This was right after the bell had gone to signal the close of school for the day. My mum had come to pick me up, she usually didn’t but the letter I gave her the day before made her.

My teacher was just being dramatic I thought because her hands where all over the place while my mum in her designer suit stood tall and erect, not a hair was out of place in her tightened bun…she had such a smooth fair complexion that people wondered if I was her child. Though I couldn’t hear the words they exchanged quite well, I could read their lips, one of the things I had learnt watching people. My teacher was saying; she sits like a lump, hardly says a word until she’s talked to, she’s slow. Her huge eyes keep staring like she hasn’t got a clue to what’s happening in the world only in the fantasy world that she keeps daydreaming about, I just don’t know what to do with her, blah …blah …blah. My mum began to ask some questions in her distinctive low toned voice with the exaggerated‘s’
Her grades are okay? Does she have friends?, blah blah.

Yes, I loved to take my time; I was a bit plump, tall enough for my age with a dark skin and long dark hair at least by Nigerian standards; my hair though in plaits stopped at my back just above my elbow. That was the only thing that made people notice me, apart from the fact that I moved like a cow in labour. I loved the speculation that surrounded me. I could almost see question marks on people’s heads as they looked at me in fact I imagined huge ones dancing around their heads, oh it amused me greatly.

I was still musing on that when my mums voice, called ‘ssStacie’, I quickly grabbed my Mickey Mouse backpack and hurried to meet them. My teacher’s hands were crossed now, thank goodness! Her energy had been draining mine.

The Sun will no longer rise here

She opened her eyes and took in the familiar surrounding she had come to intensely dislike. Two more days she thought. Still feeling really lazy she pulled up the duvet to her chin and glanced about. The heater which had kept her warm the whole night was still in operation with its hum that didn't bother her..suddenly it went silent. She looked at her computer, the light which indicated power was dark not its usual sci-fi blue. Oh my god she silently exclaimed, what the crack?! She started to get irritated, annoyed and eventually upset. Two more days!! she screamed, Two more days!

Done

e don done.

I'm through! (technically)
The next step is how to channel this into real life situations.
But for now HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!

Big Blind country

People don't know how much I love Fela Kuti's music.

But right now it's giving me some headache.

PLEASE SOMEBODY I NEED FELA'S BIG BLIND COUNTRY!!!!!

no where to even download it, my uncle is going crazy too.

Anyways, goodnight for now. :(

The Big Chop

Yup! I feel I have to take off all my hair, I have tried to suppress the urge for a long time, But I firmly believe I will go into 2011 with 'Low Cut'

There are a couple of things I'm going try before cutting. I'm going to dye my hair blonde, and maybe put in a relaxer for old times sake! :D

Message from Timberland.

Hello gorgeous,i am a stranger i know, but i will have to tell u this u are pretty and if u can just give me the opportunity to know u probably exchange our id maybe we could be friend to be sincere with u i am a lover boy and i am looking for true love i am looking for someone to set my soul free as u know that any friendship start somehow like this,one thing there are so many question that i have for u so many things that i wanna say please i think there is no crime at all if u love somebody and u walk up to her and tell her to her face.i will be waiting to read from you soon and we don't know maybe we are the new lover to be.only God knows

I Care Timberland.

Mo Da ron

I'm done for.

Brown Skin Lady!

I'm a victim bro..lol



by BlackStar..love it!

My Thesis

Thou shalt not Live by Primark alone

So I've really been thinking of this Fashion thing and I asked one of my friends to join me, But my other thoughts have been,
Do I really want to add more stuff to this world?
where is the Innovation in the Fashion Industry
Really??
If people are gonna buy Primark anyways, what should we do?

I don't mean to be rude but....

So I was at the Train station waiting to go home, and a man 'Ghanaian' came to ask me for money, giving some crack story that he just arrived in the country, He is short of money, he needs to take a coach to 'Norrich' he also gave some unnecessary history.

Ok, i was torn between my feelings of empathy and Logic, Logic won though. I just thought, 'Scam', but then i didn't have cash on me and i told him. He then goes on to say 'I don't mean to be rude, but there is ATM'  The cheeky beggar! 

I didn't know whether to laugh or to give him some tongue lashing, so i just meekily said 'Yeh i know, but i don't want to go there' and he shuffled away.

Really glad i didn't give him anything.