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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

A source of wonderment

“Integrity is the recognition of the fact that you cannot fake your consciousness, just as honesty is the recognition of the fact that you cannot fake existence. 
Honesty is the recognition of the fact that the unreal is unreal and can have no value, that neither love nor fame nor cash is a value if obtained by fraud''

Went for a great BBQ yesterday, i laughed so hard i began to have headaches...much fun! but hey has nothing to do with what follows,..well maybe it does.

I honestly cannot figure out in my mind, why some people bother to bother, like I've said before i hate Limbo. So if you so much as dislike me, why go through the trouble of letting me know, after I've let you go. Life is not that hard now. I know some people cannot fathom, my 'unneed' for so much people in my life. It is not in my make-up, its the way i am. The fewer the people in my life the better, makes for great peace of mind. It also doesnt mean i don't like people, infact my heart bleeds for people..but i'd rather stay apart than have you shatter what's left.

I wake up to get hate-mail and all sorts of posts, pray tell what i'm supposed to use all this useless info for. Yea you have probably shown me that you still exist , and haven thought I'd successfully ignored you, i have to start the process,.. well not that bad, but really. it won't make me hate or like you more. Thats the simple fact, it does nothing..infact it would only confirm my decisions. I really wish i could exchange the info for money or buy kuli kuli with it , something ya know!

*Sigh*..Humanity, and to think i try so hard, people cannot appreciate honesty, and integrity..i would never apologize for who i am. I will still wonder, Idealists will always wonder, but the Realist side of me knows, this is the way the world is, and i cannae change a thing.